Blessings and Chaos!!

Life on the Farm

2011-08-07T18:40:00.000-05:00

As you all know we don't really live on a farm, but we have our moments. We live on 6 acres and Justin insists that we keep goats so he doesn't have to maintain it. Although he also insisted that we buy at tractor so he could maintain it, but this is an entirely different story.
We currently have 5 nannies and 1 billy. He is the stinkiest, nastiest thing you have ever see or smelled, but we lovingly call him Pumbaa. I am usually not a fan of these animals, but this week has been a little different. All 5 of our nannies had babies. Pumbaa must have had a very busy week several months back! Three of the nannies had twins but one of the babies didn't make it. So we now have 7 new babies! I am still not a fan of their mothers, but their babies are SO CUTE! I am sure this is what people think about Kasen and Jaxon..."Man they are cute, but I could do without their parents!"

Justin introducing Kasen and Jaxon to the new goat.

Jaxon harassing one set of twins!

Pumbaa talking to one of his babies

Kasen petting Timon

I also had to include this picture! Only in the country does a boy catch his first fish at 2 yrs old while wearing his pajama top, church shorts and flip flops!

Jaxon's first fish

7 Years...But Who Has Time to Count???

2011-07-31T16:02:00.002-05:00

Today is mine and Justin's 7th anniversary. My first thought this morning was "wow...where has the time gone?" I mean really...it seems like just yesterday that we made the decision to stop being "just friends" and get on with it. I remember that time with such clarity. I had millions of thoughts going through my head. "Are we really going to take that chance and risk the unbelievably close friendship that we have?" "Could this ever work?" "We are so much alike...we are going to kill each other!" "Our friends (mainly Dusty) are going to think we are crazy!" But then there was that one thought that stood out more than any of the others..."I love him"...and that made it worth everything else! So we went for it. A year and three months later we were engaged and 11 months after that we got married on July 31, 2004.

So, back to my thought this morning. Where has the time gone? It has been packed full of LIFE...a wonderful life! We moved from our first tiny house in Angelo to a beautiful house that Justin remodeled after unrelenting begging from me! I passed my CPA exam (one of the biggest tests on our marriage)! We had our first baby in Angelo. Three months later we decided we were going to move back to Midland and a month later found out we were expecting our 2nd baby. Within a matter of months we sold our house, I found a new job, we bought a new house, moved to Midland, and had Jaxon. We have gone through 6 different jobs between the two of us...mostly mine. We have had new additions to our huge family, along with some very difficult losses. We have made new friends and continued to cherish the old. Most importantly we have learned to love each more and more with each day that passes!

I am fairly certain that we have found the secret to what makes a marriage work. I used to think it was knowing what was important, but now I believe it is something a little different. Everyone knows what is important! I think the secret is to know what isn't important and to not waste another moment worrying about all of those things!

I will never deny that my children are the love of my life. They are the best blessing God could have ever given me, but I wouldn't have them if it weren't for Justin! He is definitely a close 2nd on the blessing list. He makes me smile everyday and continues to put up with me; we all know what a task that is! We are still best friends, and I couldn't imagine spending the rest of my life with anyone else!

So to Justin...because of course I know he reads my blog. Thank you for loving me...just the way I am!

A Year Ago Today

2011-07-18T21:54:00.000-05:00

Most of you know that one year ago today my family received shocking news. Justin and I were devastated when we received the phone call that our sister-in-law Karah had passed away. My heart physically hurt because of the fact that my brother-in-law had lost the love of his life and the fact that my nephew Madden was going to grow up without his mother.
That day and the days to follow made me realize that God has a much bigger plan for us than we could ever imagine. He never guaranteed us a specific amount of time with the ones we love. While the loss still hurts my heart, it has made me appreciate my husband even more and take the time to just soak in every detail about my kids. God has blessed me beyond measure!
The loss of Karah also reminded me that there is no time like the present to get things right with God. There isn't always tomorrow.

As for my brother-in-law and Madden, they are both doing well. Madden is a happy, healthy boy who has his mother's beautiful eyes. Jimmy has made me so proud. He is doing an outstanding job of raising Madden. One of my most vivid memories of Karah is the boys baby dedication at Stonegate. I remember talking with her about how important raising our boys in a Christian was to both of us. Jimmy has been nothing less than Godly parent...exactly what Karah would have wanted.

I know she is with God and loving the fact that we have found something good out of such a tragic event. Hopefully Karah's story will make you think about the things that God has blessed you with and the fact that there is no time like the present. Love your family and the Lord like there is no tomorrow!

Counting My Blessings!

2011-03-10T21:19:00.000-06:00

Today I am continually thanking God for blessing me with two healthy boys. There are so many days that I feel overwhelmed and frustrated by the details associated with motherhood. Last night as I was browsing through a friends facebook page I ran across this blog. http://lisahusmann.wordpress.com/
I believe that every mother should read this. Let me warn you, it is beyond heartbreaking! I began reading it last night as I sat in bed. Once I started reading, I couldn't stop. I stayed up until 11:00 with tears streaming down my face. For those of you who know me well, you know this a big deal. For one, I don't stay up late. Second, I am usually not that emotional. This mother's faith is amazing! I want to be that faithful, that strong, and that thankful!

God has given me so much. Here are a couple of pictures from these past few weeks. My boys are growing and learning like crazy! They are a constant reminder of just how good our God really is!

Just remember to be thankful and count your blessings!

Back to Blogging

2011-02-05T14:56:00.000-06:00

So...After a little over a year, I am making a commitment to start blogging again. Beware that I may be using the word commitment very loosely. Especially considering I am starting back at the most hectic time in my life. The boys are at their wildest yet, tax season is in full swing, and Justin and I are more involved than ever at church.
These past 13 months have been very eventful...both good and bad. In February I changed Jobs. In May Justin's Grandfather passed away. Toward the end of May I changed jobs AGAIN. In July my sister-in-law Karah was killed in a boating accident. In October the pastor that Justin and I grew up with passed away. Later that month Ky and Randi got engaged. In December a close family friend of Justin's passed away after a long battle with Alzheimer's, and most recently a friend of mine from high school/college passed away after battling Cystic Fibrosis.
Throughout this year we haven't missed a step. The boys are growing like weeds and never cease to amaze me! They turned 2 and 3 in November and December, and their personalities are night and day! Kasen is such a people pleaser...not sure where he got that. He is completely independent but very sensitive. Jaxon on the other hand could care less about what anyone else wants. He wants to do things on his own but has to be right next to Justin or I at all times. It truly amazes me that two kids can be so different.
During the year, Justin and I officially became members at Stonegate...FINALLY. Who would have thought that finishing up 4 membership classes would take so long. We also started serving in the high school youth every Sunday morning.
Throughout the year God has used all of these situations, both good and bad, to speak into my life. I have always known that I was extremely blessed and that everything I have is gift from God. This year just made me realize how quickly our lives can change and how we shouldn't take one second for granted. The real question that continually stays on my mind is..."what am I doing with all of those blessings God has given me?" "Am I using my blessing to bring glory to God?"

My new favorite bible verse for the year is Isiah 55:8-9 "My thoughts are completely different from yours," says the Lord. "And my ways are far beyond anything you could ever imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts."

I also have a new word for the year...Renew. If you listen to KLOVE then you know what I mean. If not, I will elaborate more in my next post.

I love you all and am so grateful to have you in my life!

Christmas

2009-12-26T13:39:00.001-06:00

Our Christmas was absolutely wonderful! We spent Christmas Eve with my parents and Ky & Randi. Then Santa left presents for the boys for Christmas morning. Justin’s family came over for brunch and lunch on Christmas day. It was a pretty eventful day. I don’t think the boys really had any idea what was going on. We have been telling Kasen for the past week or so that baby Jesus’ birthday was coming up, but I think it went over his head. On Christmas morning I went to get him out of his bed and this was our conversation:

Me: Kasen, guess who came last night!

Kasen: Gammy??

Me: No silly…Santa Clause!

I got a new laptop for Christmas and Photoshop for my birthday, so hopefully I will be a little better at uploading pictures and updating my blog! I hope you all had a Merry Christmas!

Have I mentioned that I have my hands full???

2009-07-14T21:35:00.000-05:00

19 months & 6 months

2009-06-17T21:23:00.000-05:00

Kasen has just now started paying a little more attention to Jaxon. Jaxon has started to walk all over the kitchen in his walker and of course Kasen thinks he needs to be pushed.

Party @ Grandma's

2009-06-17T21:19:00.001-05:00

Kasen played Basketball and Baseball while Jaxon played with the Great Grandmas!

Vacation

2009-06-17T21:08:00.000-05:00

Justin and I took a short vacation this weekend. It wasn't much, but it was nice to get away for a few days. We went to Dallas on Saturday and came back yesterday. I made Justin endure a Rangers game, a day at Hurricane Harbor, and a day at Six Flags. In return, he got to buy a new guy at Cabelas on the way home. I had a blast. It did make me realize that I am not quite as young as I used to be. Those roller coasters sure are a lot rougher than I had remembered. Although we went 90 miles an hour during the day, it was still pretty relaxing. We both got 3 full nights of sleep, which is more than I can say for my parents and Justin's parents. They took turns watching the boys. He are a few pics from the trip. I will have to post some of Kasen and Jaxon with their presents later. We bought Jaxon a superman onesie that came with a cape and Kasen a batman cape and a tazmanian devil. I thought it was appropriate since we call him Taz all the time.

Painted the House

2009-06-17T20:49:00.001-05:00

When we were considering buying our house, Justin and I talked about what work we would have to do to it. We both agreed that the only things that we "had" to do was take down the wallpaper and paint the outside. Supposedly painting the outside was going to be the very first thing we did. Well, as most of you know, we have done a ton of work to the house. And of course, we are just now getting around to painting the outside. I guess it was worth the wait. I absolutely love it. Here are a couple of before and after shots. I am going to go ahead and take all of the credit for the paint colors!

BEFORE:

After:

Disregard the horrible yard, the toddler in not shorts, and the horrible front door. I am hoping that will be my anniversary present!

Pulling Weeds

2009-06-17T20:32:00.000-05:00

Our yard is full of weeds. I think we are just going to start over in the fall. Justin was pulling weeds for the goats to eat the other day, so Kasen decided he should help. Of course, once he saw me taking pictures, he had to come pose for the camera.

Baby Food

2009-06-17T20:23:00.000-05:00

Jaxon has officially started eating baby food on a regular basis. His favorites are sweet potatoes and carrots. He was so messy that after he got finished we had to give him a bath. He is actually getting much better.

Kasen's Tree House

2009-06-17T20:07:00.001-05:00

For those of you who haven't seen our new (almost 1 year now) house, it has a great tree house in the backyard. Kasen absolutely loves it. At first, Justin and I wouldn't let him go down the slide alone, but after a while Justin got tired of going down with him. My Dad and a family friend of ours actually got stuck going down with Kasen. Too bad I didn't get any pictures of that. Here are a few pics of him climbing up and sliding down all by himself. He is getting so BIG!

Monthly Updates

2009-06-17T19:50:00.000-05:00

Okay...so I haven't been very good at posting on a regular basis. I have been taking a ton of pictures, but I just can't find the time to take them off my camera or post them on the blog. I have been very consistent. Once a month I seem to find the time to add about 3 or 4 new posts. We have been very busy since my last post, so I am going to post several things all at the same time. The boys are growing like weeds and becoming more and more spoiled each day.

Jaxon and Randi

2009-05-10T18:50:00.000-05:00

Story Time

2009-05-10T18:35:00.001-05:00

Sick Babies

2009-05-09T12:07:00.000-05:00

Last Wednesday Jaxon was running a 102 temp, so I decided I should stay home and take him to the doctor. Kasen had been a little fussy the past few nights and wouldn't eat much, so Justin thought I should take him too. Personally, I thought it was completely unnecessary! I almost didn't even take Jaxon. So, I loaded up both boys and waited at Dr. Nabulsi's office for two hours. You can only imagine how fun that was. Anyone who saw us would have never guessed that the boys weren't feeling well, especially Kasen! Turns out they both had ear infections. Both of Kasen's ears were infected. They were so bad that he had to have a shot. Only one of Jaxon's was infected, but he also had thrush. Needless to say, I am the worst mother ever. I almost didn't take either one of them to the doctor. Here are two pictures from that afternoon.

Justin's B-Day Present

2009-05-09T11:58:00.000-05:00

Since Kasen had surgery on Justin's birthday, we ended up celebrating a little late. Okay...so we didn't really celebrate. We went to academy and bought him a bike. He tried to convince me to buy one too, but when the heck would we have time to ride together. I also don't want to put Kasen or Jaxon on the back of mine because it is highly likely that I would crash. Anyway here are a couple of pictures of Justin making a few adjustments to it. I am also posting a picture of Justin testing it out. He would absolutely kill me if he knew I posted it. I guess it is a good thing that he isn't much of a blogger!

EASTER

2009-04-14T21:35:00.000-05:00

Daddy's Little Helper

2009-04-13T21:32:00.000-05:00

Kasen LOVES being outside. He makes Justin take him to feed the dogs and the goats everyday!

March Madness

2009-04-13T21:26:00.000-05:00

I know it is April, but I was too busy in March to actually post my March Madness pictures. I have now offically converted my entire family. Okay, Justin didn't come willingly. I basically held the remote hostage. He isn't much of a basketball fan. I just don't understand.

Meet Joe Cool

2009-04-13T21:22:00.000-05:00

Ok...so I know I haven't posted in forever and this is definitely not of much importance, but I couldn't resist. Isn't Kasen so cute! We bought these sunglasses for him when we went to his doctor's appointment in Lubbock a few weeks ago. He absolutely loves them. I can't believe he actually keeps them on.

New Pictures

2009-03-19T19:56:00.000-05:00

We took family pictures on Sunday. Sally, our photographer, is absolutely wonderful. Be sure to check out her blog. There is a link on the right hand side of my blog. Here are a couple of pictures I stole off her blog.

Of course, Kasen wouldn't really cooperate. He was much more interested in the ducks! Then there was Jaxon...he didn't even crack a smile. I was also a little disappointed because I didn't end up trying to get any of them together. Oh well, maybe next time.

The Boys with Papa

2009-03-15T21:41:00.000-05:00

Jaxon and Papa

Kasen and Papa

Good News

2009-03-15T21:32:00.000-05:00

Jaxon had a check-up with the cardiologist on Wednesday and everything went great. He weighed 12lbs, so he is definitely a healthy eater! They did an EKG and an echo. The Dr. said that the upper hole is almost closed and the bottom hole is getting smaller. He said that he doesn't have to come back until he is one. That is wonderful news because we were taking him for check-ups every six weeks. We are so thankful that God healed Jaxon so quickly.

Baby Goat

2009-03-08T19:08:00.000-05:00

Our goat had a baby! We originally had three goats and the dogs brutally killed two of them. So then we were left with the three dogs, a borrowed donkey, and one lonely goat. Now we have a baby goat to add to the mix. I have never been a fan of goats, but he is actually pretty cute. Kasen loves him. He always points outside and the to the bucket we use to feed him. Here are a few pics I took of them yesterday. The baby and the mama are currently in a separate little pen so the dogs and the donkey won't hurt them.

New Car

2009-03-08T18:56:00.001-05:00

I have been promising to post pictures of my new car for a few weeks now. I just keep forgetting! It is a Buick Enclave. My brother in-laws asked if I was 90. I know Buicks are usually for older people, but I absolutely love it!!! It is the perfect size. It has a skylight in the second row and Kasen absolutely loves it. It is also going to have DVD players in the headrests. We actually bought it before the dealer installed them so we will have to take it back for a day so they can install them.

Okay...Okay

2009-03-03T13:03:00.000-06:00

I warned you all in the beginning that I wasn't going to be very good at blogging! It has been forever since my last post. Life just seems to get in to way of blogging. We really haven't been doing anything important...just running around like crazy. I guess I will go all the way back to Valentine's Day. Justin and I went out to eat and the boys spent the night with my mom and dad. We rented a PPV movie, but I was asleep within the first 5 minutes...which was around 9:00. Here comes the best part...I got a full nights sleep. I really think this has happened since before I was pregnant with Kasen which was two years ago. I didn't have to get up to feed a baby or to pee!! It was absolutely wonderful. My parents got the boys ready for church so I got to sleep late and get ready in peace. I felt like a new woman. Now I am back to reality. Kasen and Jaxon have both been sick...AGAIN. It is like a neverending process. Jaxon currently has an ear infection. Poor Kasen, he has chapped cheeks from rubbing snot all over them. Oh the joys of motherhood.

Ok now to the good stuff. Jaxon is smiling! I only have few pics since I am at work...on my lunch break. It just makes my morning. I put him in his carrier on my bathroom counter and he smiles and talks to me while I am getting ready in the mornings. Then there is Kasen. He hit me in the face the other day when I tried to get him to hug me goodbye. Needless to say, he got a spanking. I am afraid that he is starting to act more like me and Justin everyday, and that isn't necessarily a good thing. He tends to be a little demanding. I wonder where he gets that. I will have to post some new pictures of him soon. They are both getting their pictures taken next weekend. I can't wait!

Last Weekend

2009-02-12T21:12:00.000-06:00

Last weekend was super windy, but for some reason I let Justin talk me into going and shooting guns in his grandmother's pit! He had a new handgun he wanted me to shoot. I think it was a 45. I also shot his 9mm. It was much better than the new one. We also had a shooting contest with a 22 rifle that I bought him when we were engaged. Believe it or not...I BEAT HIM!!! I hit two more can's than he did. Then we had a contest with the two of us and Jimmy and Ky. Ky is the only one that beat me. They said it was beginners luck, but I think I am a natural!

I almost forgot...I got a new car last week. It is a Buick Enclave, and I absolutely love it! I keep meaning to take a picture, but I never remember until it gets dark. Hopefully I will remember to take a picture tomorrow when I get home. Then I can post it for everyone to see!

Doctor's Appointments

2009-02-12T20:55:00.000-06:00

Okay...So I just started blogging and I am already getting behind. Nothing too interesting has happened since my last post. Just a bunch of doctors appointments!!

Jaxon has had three doctor's appointments since my last post. The first was his follow-up for the RSV. Dr. Nabulsi said that he was doing very good. Then he had an appointment with the cardiologist. He couldn't tell much from the echo, but he did say that he thought the holes sounded like they were getting smaller. We are supposed to go back every six weeks for an echo, but Justin and I have about decided that it is a waste of time and money. I don't really want to keep going back until they can tell something. The doctor did say that as long as he keeps gaining weight, it is a good sign that he isn't going into heart failure. Jaxon then had his two month check-up yesterday, and he weighed 10lbs. He had to get four shots. Kasen has his 15 month appointment tomorrow. There is no telling how much he will weigh. He is constantly eating or drinking something. He eats more than Justin!! He also loves ketchup. It kills Justin because he absolutely hates ketchup. Here is a recent picture of him eating it with a knife. I guess he ran out of french fries.

Finished...Finally!

2009-02-02T17:53:00.000-06:00

So this weekend Justin and I finally finished Jaxon's room. Okay so maybe it isn't completely finished. We still have a few things to hang on the wall, but we are now finished painting. I say "we" but what I really mean is Justin...all I painted was the tree. I personally think Justin did an awesome job. It must have been all of that wonderful supervision he had.

Today was also Jaxon's first full day at the sitter. I had to stop and take a picture of him and Kasen before we left this morning even though I was running extremely late. Kasen wasn't really wanting to get his picture taken. He was much more interested in playing with Jaxon.

First Post

2009-02-01T16:09:00.001-06:00

Okay...I decided to give in and start a blog. I can't make any promises though. There is no telling how often I will actually post anything. I just thought this would be a good way to keep everyone updated on what is going on with me and Justin and the boys. Things have actually been extremely crazy for us lately. Last Monday was my first day back at work after being on maternity leave for six weeks. Of course, Jaxon's first day to be dropped off at the sitter starts with Kasen crying when I leave. He has NEVER cried when I have dropped him off before. I felt absolutely horrible. Unfortunately Jaxon had what we thought was a cold so Justin picked him up from the sitter and took him to the pediatrician later that morning. Turns out that he actually had RSV and was admitted to the hospital that afternoon. Since it was my first week back at work, Justin stayed at the hospital during the day and I stayed at night. Needless to say, we didn't get much sleep. After two days of breathing treaments, they decided to release him. After staying with Grandparents all week he feels much better! He has to go back to the pediatrician and the cardiologist next Wednesday. I will keep everyone posted.